more doctors. blah.
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summersdreamWent in and got a biopsy yesterday. Now to wait for results... ugh. They aren't really concerned about it being cancer, so at least there's that?
I actually got so nervous befhorehand I ended up hurling. I didn't know you could actually have that happen due to nerves... but you totally can, apparently. Learn something new every day, right?
And btw, getting a biopsy thing taken sucks. Like hella sucks. I'm just throwing that out there. So does waiting to find out if I have plague or something. Part of me was hoping they wouldn't have to biopsy but with my family's history I kinda figured it would get taken. It's not that a lot of them have had cancer or anyone's had the same type of cancer... but it's still there.
I wish my grandmother was still alive (well obviously, I mean, it's grandma) but specifically cause I want to ask her things (not just about this, but right now it's on my brain a lot). I know when she was my age she had a ton of reproductive issues, but I only know what she told my 15yo self, which was that she had a bad infection somehow and they told her she couldn't have kids after that (she did though). But when she was going through that it was like... the 50s. Which in my head resembles the Dark Ages but with more poodle skirts and amphetamines, so maybe she didn't actually know anything past that. My other grandmother didn't have any issues ever apparently, and just had four kids without batting an eyelash over it. Which is impressive on its own because I'm forever floored that anyone ever survived childbirth before 1980 (I know most of my f-list will lol at me for that, but really- I don't know how that happened).
ok, going to take a nap now.
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I actually got so nervous befhorehand I ended up hurling. I didn't know you could actually have that happen due to nerves... but you totally can, apparently. Learn something new every day, right?
And btw, getting a biopsy thing taken sucks. Like hella sucks. I'm just throwing that out there. So does waiting to find out if I have plague or something. Part of me was hoping they wouldn't have to biopsy but with my family's history I kinda figured it would get taken. It's not that a lot of them have had cancer or anyone's had the same type of cancer... but it's still there.
I wish my grandmother was still alive (well obviously, I mean, it's grandma) but specifically cause I want to ask her things (not just about this, but right now it's on my brain a lot). I know when she was my age she had a ton of reproductive issues, but I only know what she told my 15yo self, which was that she had a bad infection somehow and they told her she couldn't have kids after that (she did though). But when she was going through that it was like... the 50s. Which in my head resembles the Dark Ages but with more poodle skirts and amphetamines, so maybe she didn't actually know anything past that. My other grandmother didn't have any issues ever apparently, and just had four kids without batting an eyelash over it. Which is impressive on its own because I'm forever floored that anyone ever survived childbirth before 1980 (I know most of my f-list will lol at me for that, but really- I don't know how that happened).
ok, going to take a nap now.
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Date: 2011-04-15 01:02 am (UTC)HUGS I feel you sweetheart...when I went to the clinic before thanksgiving the nurse felt my thyroid and actually was all "um...cancer?" so there were six weeks before I could see my ent and find out that she was full of it. it sucks. :HUGS: I'm sorry you're having to go through this...I'm in your corner, babe, totally. It's so hard when it seems they're not finding anything, or it's something small or obscure or ridiculous...I /totally/ empathize. why do you think it's like impossible for me to be in the room when House is on now?
hugs, it'll get figured out, but that is frustrating that the person who had similar experiences isn't there for you to ask questions. I'm so sorry babe.